i walk the cat !

2009-05-03T12:54:00.002+08:00

GOOD NEWS. I'VE MOVED :D

and i will certainly miss blogger. but i'll still visit page once i awhile tho .

takecare .

2009-05-01T21:43:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG FAIZAL .
i hope you like my present . lol .

now, nevermind about my mother already . im gonna put it behind me and just forget about it . i'll just play along with her. and i'll do whatever it takes to make things between us better. i dont want to scare people i care . i was scared earlier on .. i just dont want history to repeat itself again . once is enough to make me understand . but i shouldnt have made a sound about it. right now, i dont want things to get anymore weirder . so, seal it up and throw it in the bin ! its gonna be a better day tmr :) .

niny's bday.

2009-05-01T00:43:00.003+08:00

i do not know what she wants from us . i just dont get her . does she wants us to inform her our whereabout or does she wants us to seek permission from her like we're still some kind of a young child . first she demanded us to inform her our every move . and we did . we made her happy and we did . now she'll just blow if especially i (!) inform her my plans with my friends which includes WHO,WHERE AND WHY before prosecuting my actions .now she always saying that im always telling her after making plans with my friends. well there have to be a plan first to be able to ask for her persmission right ?! i just dun understands why she have to scream at the phone like im deaf or dumb . and then she'll start threathing me with her dumb threat . i jsut dun like it . and then i have to raise my voice so she could hear out my explanation. but when i did, she said im being rude. i always have to fight back becoz she's wrong . she's being so unreasonable to me . i did what i was told . what she initaily expect from us . but after all the shouting , it just made me look like a ruthless child. like im that mean to her. like i dun love her anymore, like i dun care two shits about her.

mom , i just went out to have dinner and to get some stuff in town .
how does that make me a wild child . i just dont get you sometimes.

2009-04-30T18:31:00.001+08:00

HAVE A GREAT WEEEEKEND , EVERYONE !

im off to meet edmund and the guys .

2009-04-29T15:33:00.002+08:00

Time check : 3:34pm

Location : w47F

AND IM HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!

prata pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-04-29T00:03:00.003+08:00

2009-04-26T20:53:00.017+08:00

i was hoping is would be hot and sunny today . but no , it rained somewhere in the afternoon when i was already on my way to sentosa to have a chill out session with farhan vainer . it was raining cats and dog man . so unexpected . i thought the weather will perangai like how it usually was and make everyone bath 3 times a day . but no . it freaking rain . and then i thought there goes my lil plan .. but then farhan was nice enough to go over to his work place and asked for an umberella to shelter us from the monorail station to any one of the cafes there. and oh , just so you know , i dun really like bikini tanning under the hot hot sun . esp in sentosa . mainly because i dun wanna get tan . i just like to go to sentosa to chill and relax at the cafe and stuff .

coastes ( my fav ) was full and since it was raining, the benchwarmers cant be used . so we head to my not-favourite-at-all cafe delmar since farhan was still virgin to the place . i hate it i hate it ! they were blasting up the house music and there were soo many fat angmohs around and in the swimming pool infront of us . what a view and it was certainly nothing from what i imagine on my sunday afternoon ( fresh windy air, relaxing music , good food and what not ) . we wasted most of the time watching the angmohs getting high and dancing in the pool like some kind of a buffuloes! they were spilling their beers and still jumping up and down in the pool . and everyone knows that u tend to pee a lot more when u drink .. and um , we realised that they never seems to leave the poool . ewwwww. contaminated pool . we finished our drinks and fries and i demanded us to leave asap . godness .

we hopped skipped hopped to coastes again . it stop raining and benchwarmers got dry and then finally threw our bums on it . happy me again . ordered magaritha pizza and finally got to catch up about ours life without having to shout :) nomore unsightly view. instead , there were little angmoh children all around ! heh . and after we're done , we decided to take a lil tour around sentosa coz its something we hadnt done in yearsss ! when was the last time i remember visiting the merlion ? 4 years ago during DMB amazing race ? lol . so longg . i was hoping to visit the musical fountain but we cant find it . is it just us ... or they dont have em anymore ? mhhh .

after we're done behaving like tourist .. we aprilla-ed to town . i finally got my high waist jean zip fix at far east and went home after that . and im currently waiting for edmund to return home and give me a call . the boys went for a jb trip today . their virgin trip together . i wanna know how did it go despite the rain and all .

so come home sooon baby .

p/s: Exceptionally Devoted Man, Usually Never Dull .

2009-04-24T23:29:00.004+08:00

Strangers in the night , two lonely people

We were strangers in the night

Up to the moment when we said our first hello.

Something in your eyes was so inviting,

Something in you smile was so exciting,

Something in my heart, Told me I must have you.

- frank sinatra

2009-04-23T22:45:00.011+08:00

im going to be broke any sooooner if my dear boss do not transfer my overdue commision pay anytime sooooner . my part timer boys have been chasing after me for their commision pay despite knowing that im done with the brand . but i've done everything i could . they chase after me and i chase after my boss . and i hate doing it . they know im closer to my boss and i can persuade my boss . but he always replying my text messages 1 day or 2 days or even 3 days later or no replies at all sometime >:( !!!!

okay okay whatever. anw , most of my friends and people from msn have been asking me how was my first few days in school and if i made any friends yet. its like a rethorical question to me. of course i made friends. and i shud have made friends. i went thru orientation and stuff you know . lol . and im an extrovert , making friends is dammmmmn easy peasy . and my classmates have been pretty fun so far . and im currently closer to yee wee . he can be my buddy buddy like elroy and wee kiat like that :)

today's module was about wrestling your problem . we did our presentation and then we got bored somewhereeee while other groups were presenting theirs and started to play with our webcams. lol . and and this yee wee here got body tattoos . he showed it to the whole class. its all over and its damn nice . nices i've ever seen in my life . anddd he has nipples piercing too laaa !fierce la this boy . haha .

anw yesterday , me , ben and alvin went to cine to catch KNOWING together after my school ended . haha . many said that it wasnt a good show despite getting a 3 star rating . and i totally understands why . haha . it was their last part la ! its just funny the way they link it up with the ' angels or alien' which looks like IRobot to me and its 'spaceship'. i totally get where the story was is leading us to and stuff , but it just looks funny to me and many other people . tak kene like that . but ben on the other hand said that it was the best ending ever . haha . different people different perception kann ..

okayla . im gonna go figure out what to wear tmr . goodnight .

2009-04-21T17:36:00.012+08:00

28th march

herggghh. im so bored mann.. class ended like 30 mins earlier today . left school and went home straight a-way ! and i fell asleep in the train again tdy . heh . and speaking of trainnn , i actually took the train to admiralty , alighted and cabbed to school this very wet morning . i-cabbed-to-schoool ?!! why ? coz first, im lazy to have the 400m walk to school ( im so spoilt. coz school used to be 4 mins awayyyyy . and now , its 400 m away from the trainn ) , and second , i neeeeed the toilet so badly la sehhhh . i think i accidently swallowed some toothpaste while brushing this morning so you shud know la huh what shud happen eh :/

anw, i've been wanting to catch a movie but been feeling really really lazy to catch it in town . and i dun mind watching at amk hub . since i ended pretty early today and had no intention of staying in school, i thot i could call ben up and see if he wants to catch a movie with me . butt then , he's broke la . i wanna watch a movie with edmund , but the only movie he's looking forward to is wolverine . and besides , i dun think i could steal him from the boys today . so nvm . if i call yos, i bet he's still sleeping like a log . and then i gave up . maybeeee, going home and sleeeeeep may sound like a good plan too .. but then , i had my aunt and *toooooot* over at my place. so i cant just take a left turn and sleep , cant i . so here am i , nothing to do .

done my evaluation . done my rj .

and done with newspaper reading . heh .

p.s; new songs maybe ?

p.s.s; tuesday, wednesday, thurdsay, friday, saturday,

SUNDAY (finger's cross ) !! OR MONDAY !! .. till i get to see ed again ..

2009-04-20T18:45:00.005+08:00

lol hi . i was first to reach the class on my first day in RP :D !

( taken when noone's lookin . lol . )

mother managed to get brother to send me to school after he send her to work . and we dropped by marsilling first to buy some breakfast and i bought myself a packet of mee goreng for the lunch break . coz i dont wanna queeue up . from what i know , the queeue in RP during lunch is damn ridiculous la . most of your time will be wasted in queueing i tell you . so no no . kental tak kental , BUY TA PAO FOOOD ! hahah .

anw, today's modules is science , blood transfusion . pretttty pretty amusing and interesting i tell ya. my group member was cooperative and everything when really well . i think we did really really well for the presentation, didnt we ? heh . tmr's module is mathematic . everyone is looking forward to it . likee , how do u present maths on powerpoint slides uhhhhhhhhh .. hahaha . and ya , im finally doing maths again :D kinda miss breaking my head for it you knoww !

2009-04-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

One way to get the most out of life is to look upon it as an adventure.

William Feather

so here i am , trying to figure how to make this 'little' adventure happen .

2009-04-18T14:22:00.009+08:00

FRESHMEN ORIENTATION PROGRAMME 09
SCHOOL OF APPLIED SCIENCE ( SAS oi! )

anwww, the 3 days orientation programme just came to an end last night. and i managed to upload someeeeeeee pictures up !

hehehe. SAS won the PRESIDENT CUP CHALLENGE for the first time in its history :D damn good feeling i tell you . gives me flashback of SYF 08 when the results was annouced . except that im part of the great achievement this time round . heh . u can really feeeel everyone from the SAS jumped out from the sits and screaaaamed for ourr greaaaaaaat achievement !!! took alot of effort in the shouting and staying together as a team . huge team of 800 students okay ! heh . very single moment during OP was so hyped and crazy la . enjoyed every seconds . but theres one thing that really made my day on the last day .

heh, 4 handsome uniformed army officers came down to rp to accompany me for lunch laaa ~ ! lol . who else but edmund , aaron, daryl and terrance !!! hehehe .and i really truly appreciate their effort to drive all the way from their camp to come visit me ! heh . muack muack muackxXxXxX !

okay LOL !

2009-04-15T21:23:00.007+08:00

please tell me my boss is kidding me when he said that i'll be doing the next month schedule for wisma outlet when i've already had my last day yesterdayyyyyyyy !

2009-04-13T12:33:00.010+08:00

heyya . i just came back from sutra magazine casting at braddell sph assigned by Upfront . i hope it went well tho . heh . i dressed up so appropiately for this one . just to put in extra effort to it :) and right now , im waiting for time to pass . i gotta get to work in 2 hours anddd .. * drum rolls * im finally pleased to inform you that tmr will be my last day working at isetan scotts ! im still considering if i shud continue working there when school starts , say 3 times a week so i could skip the job hunt. or maybe i should just move on and search for a new part time job at causeway or amk hub . back to fish and co at amk hub , no ? lol . anw, orientation on the 15th to the 17th . and im pretty pretty pretty excited about it ! im getting new friends , new enviromentt, new ... OHHHHDEARRR!!!! ahhh !!!! shitz. i got a toni and guy haircut on the 16th !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh fcuked.

errrrrgh okay . after much thought and consideration for my hair , i think im gonna pass this one . i dun really like my current haircut coz i feel that its layout or whatever u call it is pretty screwed up . to me la , to me .but i really dun wish to take it any shorter anymore. i know they'll psycho me to take an inch shorter and shorter and shorter when im there .. and i also dont wish to get screwed with my most respected agency . i know my model booker dun like Toni and Guy and i think i shud just respect it . besides , i think they're gonna do up my book and i'll be working closely with them. so no more, liyana . no more. clean cut hair now ;) no lah , sometimes its just too irresistable to reject their free offers. lol .

im hungry now . gonna get myself some food sooon then im off to work .

2009-04-12T21:58:00.005+08:00

pictures of the EPIC PICNIC

last friday night at keppel bay :)

goodnight .

2009-04-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

i think im gonna privatise my blog sooooon .

2009-04-11T12:32:00.003+08:00

THE AMITES ( created by the one and only edmund liu ) went for a night picnic called the EPIC PICNIC at marina keppel bay last night . baby , it was suuhhhh-weeeeeet !! pictures coming up soon ! hahaha .

and now , im off for a day out with edmund . we're gonnaaaa watch too fast too furious , baby !goodday .

2009-04-08T01:31:00.003+08:00

i finally bought my ecco shoes .

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

took me almost forever to save for it .

2009-04-06T20:22:00.004+08:00

lol . that guest shocked me ..

like he/she tagged wrong tagboard gitu .

anyway . i didnt manage to blog about my saturday .

( see picture above ^-^ )

i ended work at about 4 odd that day . i wasnt supposed to be working . but like i said before , i had to train the new girl . and i was having like bad flu that day throughout work . my nose uh was like tapwater la . lol .

i met ed and terrance after work at orchard mrt afterwhich they made me go back to shaw to check for movie timing and then met up with the rest at cineleisure where we sat at koufu for nearly hours but didnt even order any foood. i really really really wanted to watch grand trino and we didnt catch any movies at the end coz michelle wasnt really in the mood for movie and edmund prefers us chilling and just chat . so we headed to Bar Stop and spent the rest of the night there. they had alcohol drinks while i was not allowed to have any alcohol or drinks that comes with any ice . lol . coz i had a great temperature rise that time. so i just had a glass of warm water.

oh ya . i actually asked sam to come join us coz i thot we were watching a movie and since everyone had a partner except hunky daryl , i thot sam could be daryl's new friend. but ya loh . we didnt . then then yasmees , ed's bestfriend came down too ! she is exactly how edmund had described to me everytime we're together. she's bubbly and funny ! lol . and she let ed drove her car to send me homeeeee . thanks babe !

anw . its monday today . ed said we could watch a movie today over at Lot 1 after our work ends. but he got hold up at workkkkkkkk..... and there goes my grand trino againn :( . i miss him . and i miss watching movie with him .. coz it has been sucha long long long time since we caught a movie together la . 2 weeks ? 3 weeks ? zzz.

whatever. anw i dun think i can make it to my neighbour's wedding this sat . family is working and i dun wanna go there aloneee. i doubt ed wanna go . he's 'racist' . but its ironic coz imma malay and his bestfriend is indian muslim . LOL .

2009-04-05T20:06:00.002+08:00

i've been feeling like crap for the past few days mann . i got the running nose, the temperature rise and the sore throat . and i still have to make it to work coz i have to train the 2 new girls who will be replacing me and ezzat when i get back to studying ..

2 more days till off dayyyyy...

2009-04-02T23:07:00.021+08:00

hehehe .

guess what . i finally went clubbing again last night at butter factory ( ya , the new one at one fullerton) ! dude, i swear it felt like ages since i last club la . haha . i was so bloody excited about it for the whole day you know you know . and ya, i have to say that i realyyyyyyy had a bloody long day on april's fool .

okay , here's roughly what i did before the night began . heh .

i got up . used the comp . made plans for the day . showered. some idiot knocked on the door . opened the door. let that idiot in. locked myself in the room . got ready . left the house. proceed to polyclinic to buy his mc . 2.5 hours in poly . went back home coz i forgotten to take my nric . not surprising nor surprised. head to far east . had lunch cum dinner . head to one fullerton . got lost . wasted time and money along the way . got change to our party suit . found butter factory . and ahhh , finally . waited till the others arrive and starbucks :)

and taddddaaaaaa.

pictures ! pictures up !

like finally something happenning in my life ehhh.

thats edmund, and thats me .

and thats us. finally in club together again .

ps ; if u didnt know , i met edmund for the first time in the club back in jan .lol. and i never regret meeting him since :)

and , this is the rest of us . yes yes , i asked the deyi peeps to come down and edmund asked his camp mates to come down too . and yeah , they broke the ice among themselves pretty pretty well !!

there was also ben . but he came late . i heard he spent 30 mins queueing outside .

yeah. long queue .. luckily we came super duper early . kiasu . hahaha . darly's idea. who's daryl ? this one .. !

so red, so drunk , so busted .
he also got himself into a fight and it was scary . lol .
shall not eleborate more la huh .

i wanted to take pictures of me and my school boys .but kpo edmund poke his head into the frame . coz edmund was already DRUNK ! and it wasnt even midnight . i on the other hand , was sober all the way . lol . mum forbid me to drink laa. but luckily i didnt drink . coz i had to take care and watch over edmund and his friends who was already .. em ya , drunk .

drunk ed .

and yeah . it was blooody packed and stuffy la . and the queue for the free flow was crazy dude. it was so lonnnnnnnnnng and the line doesnt seems to move. we cut queue but bestie shah got caught doing it . and he was pulled out from the queue . HAHAHAHAHAH .

okay . some really gay pictures of the night .

love this one the most . bloody gay man .

cant get any closer ey , edmund . haha .

anw . yeah . hannan ( the guy in that dope jacket ) , saw jade seahhh lor .

heh heh . then i went ,

"TAKE PICTURE , TAKE PICTURE !"

like kenna starstuck , but i wasnt really tho . i mean i like her. but im not that fanatic fanatic kinda person . just wanted to see if she is really tall like other said she was. but mhh .. okayla huh . i look horrible beside her hor . i was so tired already la ! and i was about to be suffocated by all the stuffiness and all.

and this .. is the aftermath . drunks.

except for me and hannan .

we muslim cannot get drunk okay . lol.

heh , edmund . he was so drunk , so noisy and soo..cheeky .

horrible experience as edmund would put it , but i still truly enjoyed my night with him, his friends and mine . goodnight now .

2009-04-01T12:23:00.005+08:00

hey lovers , happy april fools day (:

actually , im in no mood at all for april fools joke this year . i think niny just sent an april fools text this morning . she said she was in the hospital . i totallly fall for it for a moment . maybe thats because i was still so groggy to remember its april fools today . felt so foolish , i swear . haha . then my part timer called me and told me he maybe need to go malaysia next weekend when i took an off on the saturday . the first thing i blurted was april fools~ like 5 times. lol . dude, please dont . i've never attend any indian wedding before ! and my neighbour is getting married and i wannaa attend her wedding mann . mercy , mercy ! haha lol . im so unfair . i've been having saturday off for almost the whole month of march la. heh . anw , im waiting for mum to play her april fool joke on me . she never fails to forget to fool me every year okay !

lol okay . tonight , tonight is gonna be a blassst !!!

hehehehe . okay goodday (:

ps; i have to be out in 20 mins time and i've yet to shower .

my gawddddddd.

2009-03-31T00:30:00.006+08:00

erk. i dun have any pictures from the show . those people who was suppose to add me in facebook so that they could tagg me the photos have yet to add me . and i dont have their emails . so all i could do know is to wait for the pictures to come to me ...

but anw , i have to say that show was pretty awesome . my favourite was the 300 balloons that was floating and flooding the event hall . so colourful la. which goes pretty well with the theme ; circus. LOL . so yeah . male models was dressed up in clown outfits and of course, there were face paints ! hahaha . damn funny . i cant wait to show you the pictures la .. i was so glittery that night. heh.

i made friends the very moment i step into toni and guy that day ..and oh! i came across one really interesting guy . he's obviously a fashionista and he's very labeled. he's blonde , bitchy, skinny and he has ostrich feaher jacket . ( !! ) and he thought im pretty vogue . when i on the other hand , thinks he is the vogue one . hahah . and now , he's my friend . and yeah. daanish was there. he knew who i was and where im from , agency i mean. and so , he was telling his group of friends abt it . but i really dun think its a big deal . coz at the end of the day , i dun have much experience and exposure compared to him or his other friends who is in the fashion industry . but i know i can walk , pretttttyyyyyy pretty well :D

and well yeah , its a waste that edmund and daryl didnt manage to see me . ed's bro passed out the very last minute at home . so ed had to attend to him . family first ! understoodable . lol . even though i have to admit that my heart crushed a lil upon receiving his call . :( . but its okay , at least he came afterwards when the show ended. at least i still managed to see that sizzling hot chingchong boy with bbq sauce all around ... hahah ,lol . ( okay inside joke ). well, yeah , at least he's there that night with me ! daryl was there too . but daryl look lost when he found me . haahah . he and daryl accompanied me for my late dinner and then daryl left for kallang . and there was just me and him for the rest of the night. heeeh .

its all free. lol .

2009-03-27T23:45:00.007+08:00

its all free.

uhh . i cut my hair and gave it another colour . okay , not me . but karlok from toni and guy did . lol . itchy ass . i wanted to keep it long didnt i . but i already promised karlok 4 months ago that i'll be his model for his show. which is tomorrow . lol . so , im purple now . kay not purple , violet ? um but it look a lil reddish to me . reddish bronze, maybe . heh. and my two favourite fangs i used to have at the back of my hair is goneee coz it grew and look like some kangkong . no point keeping it :( . i think i look a lil cock up right now coz i told karlok not to cut it too short . i know ed wouldnt like it and he'll keep calling me ah boy if it gets too short . its damn annoying la. but i know i wouldnt like it too. but fred not . that director who cut my previous hair ( the one in recent pictures ) , had offered me another haircut from him next month . give it a lil more style, volume and mass. lol . new hair look for the new school ey. heh . okay . im heading to bed now . another bloody long day tmr . good night !

2009-03-25T01:19:00.009+08:00

i just spent 4 hours watching 4 episodes of THE LITTLE NYONYA on mio teveee. haha . but im not fully satisfied !! wanted to watch at least 2 more episodes but cant . have to resist the temptation la coz i have to go to bed and wake up really early tmr for * heh heh , secret *. wanna know ? see tmr la huh . huahuahua .

okay goodnight bebey !

ps; 26 more episodes left ;p !

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2009-03-23T14:26:00.007+08:00

good day (:

now , i kinda lost my mood to update my blog for the last few days . im not even blogging properly anymore. prolly because of the unbearable ache on my right shoulder i had to endure for the past few week . and each time i got home with that pain i got from another tiring day is just to rest my arm on my couch hoping to reduce the aching , watch tevee and head to bed . it can ache like nobody business you know. i guess i got it from work.

anyway , as you guys should know , i haven been doing much lately . my life is basically working. working for the FITFLOP for the past 4 months. no chalet , no bbq , no beach , no outing with the girls, no casting, no glamorous life and i haven been clubbing since vday with edmund. just head to work almost everyday to earn some cash to last me when school starts . im left with approximately 3 weeks with them and im done . i plan to get a part time job in woodland when school starts . that way , i dun have to waste transportation money . and i can also save my time and energy . hehe . but i'll prolly go back to fitflops during holidays or something . still supporting fitflops :)

and now , a lil update on me and edmund . well , umm we're doing prefectly fine . going slow and steady like how we want it to be :) i just met him last saturday after my morning shift and we were so fickle minded that day . he wanted to catch PUSH , but i didnt feel like watching a movie that day . wanted to go east coast but it rain. so we ended up at adidas carnival at expo with willy . i personally feel that the adidas carvnival was sucha dissapointment. i was expecting more that what we discover. haha . then we went over to the ching-chong(chinese) hall to get some food and then i dragged him and willy to the melayu hall . after we're done with our exploration , we head over to the airport for dinner at popeyes. gawd , edmund was so bloddy irritating the whole time . so bloody noisy and he kept laughing like an asthmatic(?) donkey. but yeah , i guess thats why i like him lots and lots and lots . heh heh.

okay now . gotta head to work now .
cherios.

2009-03-19T14:07:00.004+08:00

here now .
changed my skin and still hesistating whether
to add my archives or not . alot of nonsense you know.
so yeah , gimme time to think abt it .
im goona go shower now and get going for work .

good day .

2009-03-18T00:40:00.004+08:00

kay la kay la .

to whoever who reads my blog , here goes .

LOL .

u guys arent tagging . i have no idea who reads this blog anymore and that makes me sad :(((...

so anw ! hows muah day .

well , met edmund at amk hub at 3 odd to get some stuff at bodyshop and ntuc . haha. like finally bought another blusher and my loreal eye something something which is suppose to reduce my dark circles and improve my blood circulation around my eyes coz me and ed noticed my bad dark circle which reminds both of us of a panda . liyana da panda ? eyer. lol

so after that little shopping and browsing thru for emporior armani watches, we headed over to my place !

i introduced him to mummy and uncle zack and we settled down in my living room . wanted to watch dvd . but hor , mum and zack was karaoke-ing . NOISYYY !!! so we decided to go online , watch stupid youtube vid, bloghop and webcam till they end their karaoke session . hahah .

haha . stupid face . so after zack left at 5.30 pm , me and ed conquered the living room and watched 2 dvds together on my fav couch while munching on JAGABEE. man u shud try em . they are the sex man . we love it . and you will too . LOL .

we left the house at 8pm for dinner at amk central and chatted our way thru till 11.30 pm . man i tell you , we had a great chat :D kay right now . im too tired to type already..

and im going to bed .

goodnight ?

2009-03-17T14:13:00.002+08:00

hahahehehahahoo.

2009-03-17T01:25:00.000+08:00

sorry abdil , dun feel like blogging today ..

2009-03-16T01:31:00.007+08:00

hi . i spent 12 hours at work .
it was a pretty rough day with unpack boxes, limited storage space, no more price tag and a messy display . and not to forget fussy , budget customers. lol . coz we're having up to 30% sale (which never happens before on an ordinary day ! and i believe this is the first time we're doing this coz we're clearing old styles. or else fitflop will never ever have sales except for private sales), so customers is taking is great oppurtunity to grab their sizes . but unfortunately we've run out of the popular sizes for the sales item and they will do anything , anything at all to trouble me. making me repeat a million times and yada yada yada when i still have a million things to do on my own in the store. haiyaayaaa..

so anw ! two lovely people came down to my work place ! meow , she came with a box of lovely lovely cupcakes to share it with the rest of my colleagues ( thanks lovveeee) coz she had extra or something and faliq came with pure irritance. lol, kay no lah . he came up to me and asked me if i want some coke that he was drinking . babi . if i could snatch it from him and gulp it down , i will . dude , i was dehydrating la. i accidently left the huge watson wateer bottle edmund bought for me in the toilet . so now , i've yet to get myself a new bottle and im always dehydrating at workkk. lol .

moving onnnn with after work . i called faliq coz i had like 7 more cupcakes left and thought i could just shared it with him and his cousins frm msia . and he was again , at botak jones. made my way there and saw dedey . dedey is faliq's cousin ?? bedek uh . LOL . faliq is damn chatty tonight . well no . every other day too . he's chatty and irritating whenever i meet up with him . LOL okay -_-... kay nvm . and then , you know where we head to after that ? it was an impromtu move for me la coz i thot i wanna head home after that . tired .. but no , we wentta esplanade to watch MOCCA live ! frm indonesia . awesome la baby . first fav indie band . heh ! and i saw darling niny and awanis :D gelap already pe ninyyy .. ahahah. but yeah , misses baby .

okay . thats abt it . other than that , i got upset with edmund for totally ingoring me today . coz he claim to be busy . i know he was busy from 7am to 1 am . but after that ? i wanted to be angry but he started to laugh. mannn , i was completely ingored until he reaches home la ! i have no idea where he was after that or what was he up to . a reply would do good you know ,but no . he decided to ignore me . takpe takpe . but we'd passed that la . i got home. webcamed with him . he said i look like a boy and now he's alseep . and now , i heading to bed too. goodnight.

2009-03-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

its saturday. i love saturday .
and i love spending my saturday with edmund liu .
eventhough he can be an irritant 24/7 . lol .
im tired. gooodnight.

2009-03-13T12:19:00.002+08:00

good morning babies.

yes , it seems like i've lost my life to my job already . each time i blog , its always about a work ey . haha. what to doooo....

anw yes ! private sales was yesterday . how was it ? oh my god . TOTAL CHAOS. for a moment, i thot i was selling those 5 for $10 panties at some pasarmalam or something . dude, FITFLOP was selling like bomb la! it was selling so bloody well and so bloody fast ! i was so surprised by all the mess that customer had made to our counter and the mess we ( plus my boss ) had made in our storeroom . and other's was complaining abt how messy we are .. but again , who cares . coz we're selling really well. hahahah .okay not , we would love to clear it up , but we cant ! we were running in and out and up and down . no time to entertain them or the mess we made.. erks.

so there was me, my boss(lynly), faliq and ezzat. and the 4 of us managed to sell 104 pairs by 12 pm ! and we broke our last record. the last private sales , me and a different group of people only managed to sell 123 pairs for the whole day . and dude, it wasnt even half of the day and we already notched the first place . hahaha . there was heavy crowd around the fitflop counters the whole day and by 5pm , it was 204 pairs.. and i've yet to get the figure for the whole day sales.

it was really crazy yesterday .. like seriously . everyone was so shaggeddd and exhausted after that bloody long day and i even cabbed back home after botak jones with faliq fahmi .

and now , i gotta go get ready for work later this afternoon . to clean up and do whatever that needs to be done and guide my part timer. and im finally taking a fullday off tmr to spend it with edmund liu .

good day everyone .

2009-03-11T23:34:00.005+08:00

and hello people .
this is gonna be my first post with my first and new lappy .
honestly , i've been like a total noob figuring how to run the internet connection with this.
shucks. i suck .

anyhows, isetan private sale is in 8.5 hours time . am i exticed? NO !!! not really .
except knowing that im in charge tmr(LOL). anw gawd .. im so bloody exhausted and shagged and my arms are aching already now considering that i've been working fullshift alone since last sunday and i had to do every single thing on my own to prepare for tmr . until today . when two angels who are helping me out tmr came over to the store to help me out for awhile to unstocked the new stocks. and one of them is none other then the one in a million, faliq fahmi . hahahaha . cant believed i managed to pull him into this . heh . cant believe we're gonna work together even if its just a day . lol . a total chaos i could sense for tomoro ey .but anw, im supposed to call ed and go to sleep now . and im not doing so .. i hope i could last tmr .. knowing that i most prolly gonna miss breakfast and dinner.

oh ! wanna know something . it was a total mayhem in the storeroom just now that i almost close to death killed aunty clarks with the biggest ladder i ever worked with . OH MY GOD !!!! scare the shit out of me laaaaaa ! thank god, like really thankgod there was a few boxes infront of the ladder that actully stop it from falling flat on aunty chris . and of course, after her terrifying screaming , she cursed me . lol. but she's okay . im forgiven . whatt , its not on purpose whattt . but yeah , i was really clumsy todayyyyy .. whyyyy uh ! hate it . even faliq was so scared of me . he even asked if i was that same girl he picked after the fashion parade at bugis , wearing the bloody colourful tube dress 3 years ago . coz he didnt know i was THAT clumsy . hahaha . asshole hor.

anw, i met ed and his friends after work for awhile to have a drink at starbucks even tho i was about to pass out anytime sooon. hahaha . i needed a drink and i just wanna relax myself by just being with him for awhile. heeeh.

okay okay . i better hit the sack now .
i'll blog soon again .

2009-03-08T01:39:00.012+08:00

i just got back from a bloody long saturday .

i had to work in the morning .new promoter came in and i had to train him at scotts and also at wisma and i didnt manage to sell well today which really dissapoints me because i had to run around . i also had to went through some trouble to find someone to replace me in the evening just because i've been waiting for 1 week 4 days to meet edmund liu today. i dun really like to work alone. okay , rephrase. i dun like to work alone . i need alternate weekends off !! but thank god sidik came to help me out today and i truly love him for that *smile* .

so me and ed caught a movie today . something we've been wanting to watch for quite sometime but didnt manage to but finally did ; marley and me . goodness , that movie truly touched my heart and soul and everything else and yeah , maybe i did poured alil during the movie . i have to watch it again. coz there was this little toddle behind me who was trying to distract and irritate me by trying to steal my drinks away from my cup holder and trying to pull my bag awayy from me. godd..

anyway , did i tell u im cranky today ? im starting to have the pms-silent-sydrome . i noticed it while i was with edmund . but i tried to avoid it coz i wanna make this meet up a worthwhile. but even after the quality time spent together, i wasnt really feeling very satisfied. i mean , we still had so much to talk about and to joke about but our day had to end pretty early coz edmund was really really really tired and wants to go home . he just got back from the jungle he had spent for the last 3 days . so i took that whatever time left for me to drop by arab street since i was nearby , to visit the bday boy faiz and the other group of my ex secondary school mates.

anyhoo , im not happy now . not angry , just not happy . andd, maybe a lil frus. i feel like giving ed's balls a whack right now . i was expecting at least a lazy talk from ed before he goes to bed because that's what we usually do ! i was so expecting that short chat on the phone la. but i didnt get it . he just went .. im fucking tired . goodnight!! !*&#$!&_(&$(#@&*@ ~!!!!

*angry face*

2009-03-04T11:37:00.010+08:00

heyya . i just got back from KL to GENTING to KL again then to MELAKA. yeah , it was greaaaaat getaway from work and i really enjoyed this impromtu trip with mom, brother and chevy . we do have pictures in brother's iphone . but i doubt he wants to upload them in the the computer . so too bad ... && do you know that i overspent in genting and over- eat everywhere during the trip ?? lol . but despite of that , i doubt i look any difference in weight . just a difference in weight in my purse -_-

anw , gotta get back to work tomorrow . pretty excited and yet a lil petrified . i have no idea what is going on with the fitflops. i handover my task to someone whom my boss hired on the very night(saturday) i had to go to KL and happens to be afif's last day too ! ( he's going to serve the nation) . there wasnt any proper training for the new guy and he have to start work the very next day when the both of us are already 'unavailable'. lol .

i had to work last saturday ( the reason why i couldnt go sentosa with the girls and boys) but it was a very hectic day at work for me last saturday la . macam orang gila. run in and out , up and down, round and round to clear the new stocks and push sales and do the re-arranging on my own in the morning . and i guess it wasnt a good handover to the new guy coz its still a lil messed up . so yeah . im pretty worried .......

okay . i gotta go unpack my stuff.

and on a lighter note , i truly miss ed .
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tag replies .

nisa: dangg . we'll meet up soon darling .
hamzah: eh . macam maner awak tau eh ? lol . i hadnt had any updated pictures of me la coz busy with work . but yeah, thanks anw hamzah :) youre looking good urself too you know !
meow and nadd : :( i missed it . im soo sorryyyyyyyyy...
sumannn: uh , isetan scotts ! ladies shoe department baby . visit me okayy!

2009-02-22T20:32:00.005+08:00

hey.

im just wondering when this group of people can come together again . i miss them. i go to town almost everyday but i never got a chance to run into them . i've been mixing with alot of chinese lately . be it people from work , ed's friend or people in the club . i dun feel so melayu anymore . did i just lost my heritage ?! lol . i feel so cheena-ish now . not that its a bad thing .. i asked for it ! i love chinese people . lol . but it would be great with i get to be surrounded by my malay friends again . especially my girlfriends. they're planning for another sentosa outing i heard . i hope everyone would be present :) or was it a girlfriend outing , nadd ? not sure.

but yeh .if youre reading this girls, i miss you girls very very much .

and i hope to see you girls soon .

2009-02-21T23:37:00.007+08:00

supp peeps.

i think i look like someone's mother here hor. LOL .
bad fashion sense that day , tsk tsk .

anw !! that was last night when we were at the terminal two sending zhi hong ( in black ) . he was going back to brisbane . and the rest of the boys is edmund's armour camp mates . lol . im the odd one out . but neh , i dun feel that odd or awkward around them . lagi lagi got edmund there . never fail to make me feel comfortable around them :D

yos just called in a very hyped voice. he saw edmund and ! he wants me to be at clark quay with his other friends . they got 2 bottles and they're sharing it with 4 peeps. the last time i remember sharing a bottle with 5 and half peeps, i was over the top already ! hate liqours. they make me go loco . HAHA.

and dude, im so bloody irritated with my hair now . my bangs grew longer and its below my eyes now . gotta push it to the side like before . but my hair is thicker on one side. and it gets too irritating for me to maintain the look . hahah . tried to clip it up but i look like a kid then . thought of giving it a bang again . but it will only mean that i gotta go thru this irritating stage again when it grows back . hahah . so , i guess i shall just keep it . keep everything . keep my hair again or something . and get back my mischa barton look back ! lol.

okay . im tired . im gonna give edmund a call . see how's he doing . and then go to sleep . goodnight !

2009-02-20T11:22:00.011+08:00

rise and shine everyone :)

I finally got my internet connection back ! guess abang thought he was gonna die too without the internet connection . and so he decided to pay up the bills . lol .

anyway i shall update my week !

valentine's day

haha . i had a fullshift that day . gave my partner the oppurtunity to celebrate his first valentine day with his girlfriend :) i mean , they are the sweetest couple i've ever come across and i dun wanna spoil their first vday . heh . but work wasnt that bad .. i had the aunties to accompany me that day . i didnt have any candle light dinner but i had fish and co ! with faliq fahmi for dinner. hahah . no , he's not my valentine date . but since we're both are working and not able to have dinner with our valentine date ( well not him , he doesnt have a date at all . but i do.. and its my first) , we decided to just make use of the valentine promotion to celebrate our 3 years of friendship :)

and on the other hand , i wanna give edmund liu a great big fat hug ! for being the first to wish me twice on vday and for making the effort to surprise me with a bouquet of flowers which was suppose to be deliver in the morning to my house but unfortunately it didnt come :( . deliveryman cock up lor. hahaha . but nevermind . your sweetest thoughts are much appreciated !

so , ed picked me up after work for our valentine dessert ( since i already had a bloody heavy dinner) at demsey hill . and i gave him the little gift i got for him ; royce dark chocolate . it took me the whole week to choose the ideal dark chocolate for him knowing that he love em . so yeah , i really hope he really enjoy it . so ! after demsey hill , we were kinda lost . we didnt know where to head to next and it was already close to midnight .

ed's friends were at DOUBLE O and they insisted him to come down . we didnt really wanna club on vday cause it just doesnt sound right . but eventually , we head over to DOUBLE O because we have nowhere else to go . HAHAHA . but hey , we enjoyed ourselves there with the submarine(lol) and the rnb music . NOT the pop music . lol . that part was so bloody irritating .

we were suppose to leave by 2 am to spend time together on our own . but yeah , couldnt help it . they finally stop playing the pop music and played rnb instead. so decided to hang around for a little while longer til 4 am . heh . so since i didnt receive the flowers in the morning , ed folded me some roses with tissue that we bought at ecp the last time . lol . roses that money cant buy :)afterthat we headed home . and thats roughly how i spent my vday . haha.

and for the rest of the week, it was all about FITFLOP ! except for tuesday . i managed to squeeze edmund in . on that tuesday , i went LOT 1 after work to have dinner with edmund and we caught a super boring movie; underworld . talk crap with this irritating edmund and then he headed back to his camp while i head home .. and today ! my off day ^-^ im meeting edmund in awhile and we're gonna send his friend to the airport tonight :D

do you know that edmund's eyes are like so bloooooooody tiny !

i feel like poking them out with a fork , dip with macdonald's garlic chilli and gobble them down my throat . hahaha.

2009-02-14T00:30:00.001+08:00

happy valentine's day to all :)

2009-02-11T23:05:00.003+08:00

supp.

i had a greeeaat day with ben last night :) we met up , had gelare where i had tuna sandwich and waffles for dinner , then went back and fro to buy farid's cardigans at cotton on, and then for chocolate tasting at taka and finally to the movies. my time to give ben a movie treat ! no valentine spree coz i thot i was gonna accompany ben for his valentine shopping . but lol, he was actually accompanying me for my valentine shopping . lol . i dont really need any valentine shopping :)

i was a lil piss with ed last night . he was acting up so strangely thru out the whole day . super late replies and changing topic when asked ! but luckily he apologies to me this morning . or else , i dont think today will be a goood day for me .

and because of that , i think today went by really fassssssst ! i was a little more relieved and in a great mood ( thanks to sidik ! ) and i kept myself busy at work .. by staring at my schedule and re-adjusting it over and over again. coz gave myself too much off and i dun really need them . i need cash cash cash for gala dinner next month !! annd prolly just a weekend off or two to spend with whoever and edmund . edmund , who's currently at ladies night in zouk right this moment . clubbing again without me :/ .. waiting patiently for the 3rd week of feb baby !

oh anyway . did u guys notice .. this season movies are pretty draggy eh ! i've watched benjamin burton , changeling and revoluntary road and they are all more that 2 hours !! pantat bisol seh . haha . changeling is really good and i love the story line . lol, i almost cried when the teenage juvenille confessed his murders. crying at the wrong part of the movies. lol. revoluntary road? just dont get what the movie is trying to convey . and benjamin burton is my favourite among the other draggy movies and the visual is absolutely one of the best i've ever seen!!

lol .

2009-02-10T14:42:00.004+08:00

" okayy .. what can i do today . "

me going to town with ben ! for a lil sinful shopping spree for v.day . ben's . and im gonna wear my mum's FITFLOP which i bought for her and which she chuck it at the corner of the house !

pffth . well , thot of giving this poor pair of slipper a ride in town . lol .

didnt you know?

FITFLOP is the best shopping footwear , according to customers. lol .

woah wait. i was gonna upload the fitflop picture up to let you see how chunky it looks like ( the reason why many doesnt really wanna wear it . but then again dude, its bloody comfy la ! ) . haha . but when i went to their website , i couldnt find the walkstar 2 and walkstar 1 .. however and new models are in ; walkstar 3 and oasis . heh . and its coming to store soooon . niceeee. i sense good sales next month ? hehheh .

no idea whats FITFLOP ?

http://www.thefitflop.com/styles">

then ask ur mum or whoever to buy .

find me at isetan , scotts .

goodbye .

2009-02-09T01:47:00.003+08:00

sister , myself and ain .

lol. just missing my childhood ..

2009-02-08T01:24:00.007+08:00

silly ed ! ask me to call but he switched off his phone !

*shake heads*

lol . i lost my mood to blog these days . no idea why . maybe , im just tired. been doing nothing much this week . just workkkk , workk and worrkkk . okayye . maybe not . had an off last wed and i went to cck for dinner with edmund coz his camp was somewhere near there and he had to book in back that night . and it was my virgin visit to meow's workplace to visit meooooww. hahah . rindu lorh .

and this is my second off this week . how did i occupy my weekend? lol

CYCLING ! with edmund at east coast park . keeping myself fit with his company . coz he've been complaining that i've been eating too much unhealthy junk food . especially MAC SPICY (my fav!!) . charged guilty . hahaha . we cycled for 2 hours and went all the way to the endd and then had dinner at ecp lagooon foodcenter and afterwhich we spent good quality time with the breeeze at the beach . hehehe. no pictures for today coz we couldnt bother. haha .

and this is an overdue picture of our previous visit to ecp .

lol. there's so much more than just partying and getting drunk .

2009-02-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

2009-02-02T22:31:00.007+08:00

logged on to facebook .
checked my inbox, and smiled.
a simple thoughtful message from across
the island is all i need to end my day today .
heh , bb im doing the same toooo (^^)

goodnight .

*still smiling , from cheek to cheeek *
heee.

2009-02-01T00:24:00.008+08:00

SUPP !

can you see any make up on me? apply or never apply pun the same. pale as ever. hahaha .

anw , hehehe .

hello meow . hello fana . hello kechik . hello muqsit . hello beverly . hello ban and friends. hello samson . hello adib . hello anas. hello nana . hello farahin . hello aidil's friend whom i've forgotten his name . well basically hello to whoever who knows me .

andddd most importantly , hello replublic poly :D , school of applied science

( diploma in biomedical science) ! see you for lunch in schoooool yeah ? hahaha .

i got into my first choice. and it felt really goood , knowing that that is the course i wanna do . and thats why got it for my first choice. no need to pretend to enjoy what ure doing in schoool when ure actually not . no stress no homework no exams. rp teaching system is different and you may think it suck ( thats what i got from ALOT of people) . but so whaaat , i like to be taught differently . i went for their counselling and i think rp is a better choice for me . if i were to go to other poly , it would be either IT , engineering or nursing courses. eeee. haha .

anw , i spent the whole day with edmund yeaterday . we went for a moviee, then went to the beach , then to the lagoon food center and thennn a good stroll on the beacccch . had a greeaaaaat time together-gether laaa. took pictures :D ! but its with mr edmund liu .. who's currently at zoukkkk right now..

lol. im off to bed.

2009-01-29T12:36:00.008+08:00

goooooooooooooood thursday !

excuse my cock-ed up hair . lol. and that was first cny day when i went for a movie with ed and met meow and yan for awhile.

lol. anw i went butter factory last night with edmund liuuuuuuu. and and i had so much fun with him lor. was expecting shah and gang to come . but only ben and hiroshi came due to some complications. why guys , what happen ? pretty dissapointed..

ANW. i dun have to secretely go clubbing behind my mum's back anymore because mum and abang now officially knows that i love love to party party . mum was even so concerned about how i'll be going home last night . she kept calling ( like always ) but this time round, at a nicer tone. lol. surprisingly , she apologies coz she couldnt pick me up from butter fact. so surprised by this change in mum . but not taking it for granted ;p !

lol . so okay , i was supposed to meet ed at 9pm at somerset mrt . but i was very late. he was already at cityhall when i was still at home, undress ! hahaaaa. eeeks. but yeah , was only 30 mins late lor. we actually wanted to go to heeran and take a bus to butter factory . but silly idiotic me forgotten what was the bus that were supposed to take! so we tikam tikam choosed a bus and boarded 174 . WE GOT LOST IN THE BUS . AND WE GOT LOST IN THE CAB . and its all my fault bcause i totally suck with directions. haha . my bet . ed : " ahh , kill u uh . next time , you follow me ! dun trust your sense of direction already " heh .

off to work !

2009-01-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD.
never have i close my eyes without you in my mind .

i love you and i miss you .

once taken by dad.

2009-01-26T15:35:00.005+08:00

GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI YA !
TO ALL MY CHINESE LOVERS , BABIES AND FRIENDDDSSSSSS FROM EVERY CORNER OF THE WORLD , HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRRRRRRRRR :D

xi nien kuai le , hong bao na lai .

lol

im heading to town today . meeeting meowww, yan and hopefully i get to see alvin too . rindu gitu lorh . then im off to have dinner with ed then to momomomovieeeeeee. ahhh finally , a movie . hehe . im not sure what time im suppose to be at town . but yeah , i better go get ready now . take care and have fun on this festive day !

2009-01-24T23:49:00.008+08:00

VERY WORDY POST .

okay . its saturday today . a mundane one . i've been waking up, falling back to sleep and waking up again and falling back to sleeeep sleeep sleeep again. i was supposed to go to aerina's bday party today but mum just needed me to accompany her . so as a 'filial' daughter, i decided to skipped another swensen trip and entertain her coz she've been complaining that i've not been spending time with her anymore and rather go out and have fun with my friends and leave her home alone instead . so i stayed home and cooked dinner for her ( hehehe).. takpe, swensen is everywhere. my time will come sooon :p i love my mum still tho she can be very bossy everytime !

anw , have you heard ? my friday was powderfuuuul and exciting one la . i'll try to keep it short . let me start with work .

W.O.R.K
i had a fullshift yesterday . but it wasnt any ordinary fullshift tho. i had soooo much to do la and so much drama at work. i helped my boss with the interviews , i had to clear the new stocks, i had to climb up and down the ladder because of this very fickle minded customer, i had to push my sales because sales is pretty slow these days, i shocked everyone esp the supervisor when i accidently screaaaaamed coz i hit the scotchtape thing against my boney hip bones. lol, it was really loud, and painful . and lastly , i had to entertain mr wei jian is hot not . coz once again , we were like cats and dogs , chasing and throwing boxers and shooting rubber bands and what not . perangai very budak budak . haha i know . but time travel faster that way . whatever . people at work know that we're just having funnn at work . lol :D

nownow , work ends at 10.40 pm that night. and what's next ? ZOUKKKKKK BABY!

okay . so now zouk . or more of phuture actually . and i dun have pictures for the night . i will get to that later. hahaha . so since i dun have pictures to tell the story , i will then write a longer post on this .

P.H.U.T.U.R.E

okay , so i had a lil cock up plan abt getting there. i was supposed to meet the girls at cine . but when i called constance, she said she was at queenstown with christie and told me to meet up at zouk straight away. queenstown ?? alright fine . thank god mr very nice dan was at town and he was going to zouk too . so i met him up instead and gave me a ride to zouk . and for that, thank you very much sir . lol dude, i've never been to zouk by public transport before. like how do i get there again ? yikes.

so yeah , christie bf got me in and it was a greeeat escape from the long crazy queue . haha . but the unfortunate thing is that , he got me in alone. coz he has one more ticket in and it was either for cherre or her bf and they couldnt make up their mind . lol . and because of that, i was in phuture alone for 10 - 15 mins till mr very nice dan grabbed my hand and pulled me away to a safer zone. i was so relieve can ?! hahaah . coz i got disturbed by this crazy guy earlier on . so dan accompanied me till i finally saw cherre and bf. phew ! and then , apelagiiii ... hhahahah.

dancy dancy . and i got pretty lucky to have met this stranger in the club. and the reason why i dun have any pictures for that night is because this stranger who is now my friend , helped me to keep hold of my phone . and i cant lose him . so the girls was running around for more drinks till they got high while i was just on the dancefloor with , his name is edmund . and the best part of the night was not getting drunk . if i had join the girls running around for drinks, i would be dealing with greater danger i tell you . thats why i decided to stick with ed. lol. soo yeah , we stayed till the end and i shared a cab with ed. it was a fun getaway , really .

cherios.

2009-01-23T00:16:00.004+08:00

mintak kene sepak face ..

IM SO TIRED !!!!

need to get out, have fun and boggyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .

2009-01-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

here's some of the photoshoot pictures :D
still feeling stubborn about uploading everything up .

lol . its nothing much tho . still working it out .

hahaha.

credits to :

danny phyo ( photographer)

andy ( hairdresser)

wawa ( makeup artist)

lol. off to sister's crib .

have a good day ahead :)

2009-01-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

today , i had a life .

because i woke up with something to look forward to . or else, its work work work . well, it was suppose to be a greaaaat monday till i accidently told my mum that i was going to night safari tonight . and then she freaked out and got so superstitious like crazy which consequently got me freaked out too ! haha . then i told yos that i couldnt go .

:( me so sorry ..

but but i had a backup plan tho and we went SILOSO COASTERS to chill and catch the sunset together . you know , just stay away from the city and people . and just enjoy the balmy windy evening talking talking talking . but before that , i did shopping at vivo for awhile . hahaha .

and yeah , im pretty tall .

about 173cm ?

some damn sour drink and my prefect orange juice .

pricey . lol .

the pizzaaa was awesome lor. haha.

so yeah , thats pretty much the sunset part .

after that , we just chilled and chat till close to 10 pm before we headed back to vivo .

lol . im very hungry right now . and pictures of photoshoot is up tmr !

gooodnight !

2009-01-17T23:53:00.006+08:00

Photoshoot brought forward .

Danny is thinking what to says:
this is for ur blog

hehe.

yes , heavy curly hair extension . never had hair this long before. hahaha .

but im just showing you SOME of the offset pictures. he's not done editing the shoots . wanna see somemore? tmr or soon kay ? lol . but the black and white pic was my outfit for the day and that was just-for-fun shot on this field outside nyp. and that , was without any make up because unfortunately the cosmoprof makeup artist couldnt make it on the very last minute . but thank god danny still have contacts and she could only meet us at the shoot location itself which was at raffles. shoot was fun and i had fun posing here there everywhereeeee. hahaaha . my form of exercising gitu lorh . lol .

after the shoot , i rushed down to town because i didnt wanna miss seeing my girls again .. hee. but i dropped by cineleisure first to meet yos and cousin . and yos was sooo excited abt clubbing again that night la ! hhaha . so comel . and then hor , jeng jeng jeng .. i bumped into ian whom i just recently stopped dating. yes people, i've stop dating ian already after a month plus . like 3 days ago. and once again , STILL suck at this kinda thing . bgr whatever shit . lol. anw, it was pretty dissapointing looking into his eyes earlier on . whyyy am im always finding love in the wrong places.. * insert sad face* ...

2009-01-15T22:45:00.007+08:00

abang nelson aku laaa. who is ever so friendly and kind to me. hahaha. and this was like a month ago . found it while i was digging my picture folders. thot i might introduce him to you guys . random , i know. lol.

anw, the day was pretty much a bitch . i had my menstrual which gave me cramps in the middle of the night and throughout the day at work , followed by a diarhhea and butt cramps in the morning ! i had to endure the stupid cramp at work and look so bloody constipated la. hate it .

&! weekend and my 2 consecutive off days are cominggg . hehehe. prolly to sentose this sat . but im still having doubts abt it . alvin wanna go tanning so badly and pleading me to organise it . but i have no new beach outfit to wear , a lil out of cash anddd dun wanna get tann . hahaha. so still considering . next time can , alvin ? :D then sunday working shift and i hope to get the morning one coz i got a photoshoot to attend. monday ? mhhh . prolly visit yos's bestfiends of all besfriends. lol . tuesday ? i just wannnaaa make a lazy tuesday at home.

& i cant wait for february to come by . party party party . attending gay clubs with gay friends and ladies night with party girls and colleagues :p im not attached and not ashame to do anything that is fun like crazy till someone deserving comes along :)

gooodnight.

2009-01-15T01:31:00.007+08:00

happy 17th birthday darling sam !

i love you.
even with your maximum mentelity level .
sam suke , very hyped up one . hahahahahahahaa.

anw, i wish you all the best in life and i know you can definately succeeeeeeeeeeeed in whatever you do . go for your dreams and screw all the waste-timer boys. study hard, play hard. by then , another year will pass in a blink of an eye! and thennn, you can party like a rockstar la baby with the rest of us !

we'll meet up soooon okay . see you .
much love.

2009-01-13T23:04:00.005+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle . Life is a maze and love is a riddle. I don't know where to go. I can't do it alone. I've tried and I don't know why. Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop'cuz it's too much. Yeah, it's alot to be something I'm not .I'm a fool out of love'cuz I just can't get enough.I am just a little girl lost in the moment. I'm so scared but don't show it . I can't figure it out it's bringing me down . I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show.
- Lady Lenka
i flew over to the east , bought dinner for ian and chill out with him after my morning shift . like finally :) hahaha. and then , flew back to town at 10pm to have dinner with my old time lovers during my armani exchange days.. sweet ! hahah . with gleen, emelia, yos yos and friends . a lil weird , but managed. hehe . then hor, yos gave me a ride back home . coz he's the one who asked me to come over . lol . thankyou thankyou .

well, i was supposed to check out more abt the polythecnics and its courses today but abg faizal told me that its already too late coz its evening already , so yeah. gonna check out rp tmr noon tho ! lol lol. dragging yos along . hahah. i dun wanna go venture rp alone . but but but still , ian doesnt really support me of selecting rp . he was literally cancelling rp out with his fingers on my notepad. mcm against it coz he doesnt like the teaching method and all :( abe how , not sure if i could get to other courses. their COP damn low can .. sigh.

and before lady liyana smash her head, i think she should turn in . goooodnight.

2009-01-12T23:39:00.006+08:00

heeey . as you guys know , results was out today .. *drumrolls please ............*

i ... passed i passed i passed !! thank god i dun have to kill myself . LOL . i got 18 points with the cca la baby . hahah . and my major achievement was my mathematic which topped my other subs for the fuckin first time . gotta b3 . F9 to b3 ??!! like woah . hahahahaha . this kinda shits never happen before in my life can ! wahh , the feeling was so bloody satisfying :DD ! haha . ... and im totally fried right now .. coz i spent the last 8 hours narrowing my courses to 12 and all that shits . so before i cant get up on time for my morning shift tmr, i better hit the sack now.

goodnight .

and party soon . lol .

2009-01-11T23:03:00.005+08:00

INTIMATE FAIR .
bras and panties going off for more than 70% discount .
ck , sloggi, impression and many many many many moreeee la.
at isetan scotts level 4 . damn worth it , i tell you ! till the 15th january .
haha.

my favourite boys from timberland and camper has gone. one got transfered , the other is going back to schoool. work is already so mundane with chinese new year orchestra songs repeating itself over and over again. and now that the talkative ones is gone, its gonna be worst . stoning stoning stoning all day long . getting paid for stoning . lol . BORING LA. like what the hell am i doing at a department store. where's my castings , dear agency of mine ! >:[

anw, cant wait to get back to school and squeeeeze my brain juice again . suddently got so much interest to study again la . lol . and results is tmr tmr ! going back to school to take o level results for the second time. wonder if its gonna feel the same like the last year when i totally flung my o levels . i better not get and ite slip again tmr OR ELSE imma jump down man . like seriously . haha . tell you my results tmr or something .

and if nothing is on our way , i'll prolly meet ian . but not really sure yet coz that boy might start his OT tmr and i might have to discuss my future plans with siblings. i already listed out some courses i wanna take and which poly i wanna go to and NGEE AN is not in my list . hahah .

skinny girl is hungry .

gooodnight .

2009-01-10T00:56:00.003+08:00

i miss my dreadlock bestie shahhh ! fuckin see and cry with you this monday laaaa ! lol.

hahahaa. jyeah , results results.

2009-01-08T23:53:00.010+08:00

hello and yes passerby , you hit the nail :)
anyway, liyanaezzaty had a great time boogy boogying around at butter factory last night . lol.

i'll make it short .

i started out the day by having lunch with faliq at fareast and dang , it was a goood first meet up on a brand new year . 3 years, and counting felix. lol. afterwhich i patah balik to paragon and got a lil invitation by ian to join him and his 2 other friends for their cny shopping at far east . and so , i took the 180 degree turn back to far eassst . buat penat je . hahaah . but at least we managed to spend sometime together while shopping . but boy, he wasnt satisfied . he didnt manage to finish his shopping and going back to camp is such a bummer to him . but ya, he'll pull this thru and im gonna help in whatever ways i can :)

so after ian just had to head home before he snaps , i met up with nurul shalawati ! and friends. my primary school buddy whom i never managed to keep in contact for abt 5 to 6 years. then one day, she popped out a random question to me at facebook and i agreed. the next thing i know is that we're gonna club together that night . hahahaha .

so that natasha, me

shalawati and may, jepun girl. lol.

shala and meee.

thats natasha's swiss boyfriend.

and may, terselit. lol .

i got a confession to make. i cant hold my liquor and it pretty much suck . and i especially hate the part when i had to get up from the previous night . the hangover, mintak ampun lor. shala drank more that i do , but i got drunk way before she does. oh hold on , i dont think she even got drunk . but yea , i did . and when i do, i'll party like a hardcore rockstar even if i had to dance on the podium alone, trip on the floor alone while i dance or fall onto strangers. lol. and dude, i rem falling off from the high stool flat on the floor while trying to get the phone . my heels must have gotten hooked to the chair or something . it was so embarrasing , but luckily , nick help me up . who is nick ? this aussie boy i met in the clubbb . haha . i have no idea how i got to him . all i know was , out of the sudden, i realised sharing sits with two angmohs boys. then an angmoh girl came by and introduced me to them . haha . and i was only half aware of whats going on .

me, nick,derick and shalla.

faliq was there too. luckily he kept a look out on me at times. and he safely ushered me to the cab at abt 2am.and i got home safe and sound. lol .

and right now, i just cant wait to meet ian again . goodnight.

2009-01-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

liyanaezzaty needs to shake it off off off offffffff .

butter factory tonight baby ? mhhhh . lol .

im pretty excited today . its OFF day .

2009-01-05T02:02:00.007+08:00

i got a $270 bill to pay (T_T)'' . yes, im a lil depressed. it never shot up to this height before. like, never . and i have to fork out moreee money to get a new phone with all the functions build in so that i wouldnt have to get a camera . i need a handy phone .

to significant someone, ps;

smile , and take a bow . haha .

2009-01-05T00:35:00.003+08:00

If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal'
Cause everybody's got their way I should feel

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything
Everything...

Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you

someone pleeeeeeease catch a movie with me soooooooon .

2009-01-04T14:03:00.007+08:00

want want to be your love for real .
and i still cant get enough of the song yet, can i . lol .

i just got back from sister's place at jurong west and im so honored to be the first to crash her lovely crib . hehe . we watched teevee together, ate her sweet and sour prawn she cooked especially for me , shopping at jurong point, did the bus tour ard jurong together and i slept together with her while abg faizal slept on the flooooor. hahaah . sister bonding you know. haven got that eversince she moved out . and yeah of coz , i miss her presence in the house.

sometimes i feel a lil depressed each time i come home from work to see noone around anymore. our house is pretty huge for only 3 humans to live in . everyone is always out . and sometimes, i had to sleeep alone in the house. only to wake up seeing mum and bro asleep or sometimes, waking up alone again . i even have to cook my own sardines, nasi goreng or whatever i can coook now . no foood in the kitchen . sooner or later, i think i'll be doing gorceries toooo . im already doing the household chores like sweeping and mopping and work almost everyday. what else do i need to do ?

and even if everyone is at home , brother will be blasting his teeveeeeeee like right now , mum will be hogging on the phone 24/7 and i , still be stuck here, infront of the comp . figuring what other interesting website to visit . and then, if i decided to head out for a late night , brother and mother will start naggingggg and blame the internet and my friends . like theres something look forward to when i get home huh . mhhh .. oh well . sister is lucky to escape from all this .

then next , ian is going back to camp tmr . 1 month is finally up and he finally cleared his leave . which means that he'll be busy from 8-5 every weekday . goes home to sleep and prolly chill out at night for starbucks with the boys . friday to their weekend routine which is to timber for beers and the rest of the weekends for god knows what . prolly poker, zouk and more beers? i bet there's hardly anytime for us to meet up . feel like the time is up for us . and i was like only there to be his lady during his leave . and what happens after the leave ? the end? its just the way he exaggerate abt how busy he's gonna be that make me feels this way . i shall see , i shall see if he's gonna make a lil time at least . whatever it is , i just wanna stick with one man till it seriously cant work out . right now, eventhough we dont make sense at all sometimes , its still ian .

yes yes, im the paranoia queen .

2009-01-03T01:03:00.007+08:00

pictures of new year with colleagues.

*poooof*

2009-01-01T20:40:00.012+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR .
i would love to do yoga this year and exercise to keep my scrawny body fit and stay healthy ! be more wiser and have a fun and fullfilling year ahead. annd hopefully settle down with a guy so that i could at least spent a year . im not too sure how far me and ian can go, but i'll stay patient and calm coz i think one of us have yet to move on with the previous one . im keeping my cool . i hope it will pay off some day . i cant be that bad in a relationship right ... just gotta stop giving up so easily .

okay so firstly , the big highlight of the night for me : I LOST MY PHONEEEE AT ST JAMES.
like , what the fucck . a very good way to start the new year hor. oh well . if it doesnt trouble you , do those who knows me mind sending your number to my email ? thanks .
liyanaezzaty@hotmail.com

:) okayye. so i spent my new year morning at work . last minute shopping after work . then to vivo and st james till this morning . gawdd , it was a long long day for me and i was like so shagged la . i got home close to 8am. the bus ride home was like so lembab. lol. but i shall not whine further becoz the other guys i was with had work like the very next day . i bet they hardly get to sleeep . as for me, my partner was extremely nice to voluntary to work a fullshift today . hehehe .

time spent at vivo and st james was incredibely aweeesoooome . as usual , liquor + me = muahahahaha, lil bitch . the two girls who was with us left at 2am . so i was left with the guys . trustworthy guys . guys whom i know . greatt greaat friends. and thanks anas for looking after me and making sure i didnt trip again and again . anas said i was practically shouting at the bouncer like the whole time when we were at the entrance. i seriously was not aware of it . mcm fierce hor. pekik kat bouncer. hahahaah . and oh ! we proudly entered powerhouse for freeee. kalau tak , its 35 bucks right ? yeh . save duit .

haha . uploading a few pictures later.

2008-12-29T23:04:00.005+08:00

fuckin annoyed by some fuckin assholes .

just becauseee i have this crazzzzy overwhelming fetish for chinese guys doesnt mean i look down on malay guys . im not a fuckin racist towards my won race . infact, i get along just fine with any other malay guys. i just have my own preferences when it comes to a guy i wanna go out with . so stop labeling me as a malay racist . i know imma malay myself. so stop turning me offff.

2008-12-27T22:49:00.014+08:00

suppp :)

im shagged shagged shaggeddddd right now. met the babygirls and the boys after work today for awhile and i just had to leave asap. zzz. i've been working for 3 days straight without more than 12 hours rest , i think . lol . afternoon on christmas, 13 hours on boxing day and morning on the very next day , which is today . i've been skipping meals and rest . and , i only had A meal today . how tak skinny , howww.

and i pang seh aaron,my colleague on a movie today . lol . decided not to go since bb and gang and almost the whole shoe department knows that im actually going out on a movie with a flirt . lol . well, he is . he purposely bumped into me on the private sale (26th) like so many many timessss! minta kene maki je lor .

anw!! here's the pictures of the 24th .

you might have bloghopped meow and sam and might have seen them . but i think i uploaded most of the pictures compared to them . haha . hey . i dont get to do this often you know . heh .

alvin , birthday man !

meow and me . OR what we call ..

the idiotloveee. mahaha.

chooose man , chooose a drink .

yan and meow !

niny and faan !

khalifah's ex before me . lol

wonder if khalifah is gonna be surprise when he sees this .

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love

But I want, want, want to be your love

Want to be your love, for real

goodnight .

2008-12-25T04:16:00.006+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS .

zzz . its 4.15am of christmas day and i just got home. more to sleepy then tired right now . lol . but i had a blasssssssting awesome night with my gfs and the 3 other guys ( faan , yan and alvin ). we wasnt celebrating christmas , i supposed. more of a birthday celebration for alvin . he's 21 already . a man ! lol . anw , gotta get up reallly early later to attend aaron junior's birthday then head to work .

pictures of todayy coming up soooooooooooooon !
.. when meow upload to her multiply . lol .

2008-12-24T00:32:00.005+08:00

twilight .

i watched twilight with ian after work today(tuesday) . and i dun mind watching it for the second time with one of my colleague again . lol . afterwhich i went window shopping with constance in the evening and spot a pretty pretty dress which is purfeeeeeeeeect for the new year party . and fyi , IM CELEBRATING AT ST JAMES for this new year . hehe .

i wanna thank constance for giving me the support and courage to ask ian what i've been wanting to ask him . it was not easy , but thank god it when well . and i shall not eleborate about this .

oh , its alvin 21st birthday today . happy birthday man . see you in a few more hours !

goooodnight .

2008-12-23T01:12:00.009+08:00

IS.

hey hey . i thought work was awesome today ( monday ) . great people around at work and we had alil sushi feast in the store room when supervisor went home . lol . i had lunch with alvin who dropped by to catch up a lil . rindddddduuuuu alvin ^-^ . heh . and i finally had a greaaat satisfying meal . thanks to dearest ian who transferred to me some cash today . to ensure im well fed. hehehe . but he very kurang ajar loh . hmppp..

ian: done ! have time go and check okay . ( check my acct )
and i didnt reply . busy .
after few hours later..
ian: oi hello, ada tak ??
me: oi ur ass la . got got .
ian: kurang ajar kau ..
me: kau la kurang ajar ..

goes something like that . action la .. can speak malay already . buat aku gerammm je. lol . hehe.
you know what i like about him ? he'll try his best to squeeze some time for me in his busy schedule if its possible .. like later , and im meeting him for a movie after work before i meet up with constance in the evening and before he head off to help his friends out :) and the isetan shoe department is having christmas exchange gifts tmr !! eh no , today . lol . i bought chocolates for them . and actually the gifts must be 10 bucks minimum . but whatever , thoughts that counts okay . heh .

and oh ,

HAPPY LEGAL BIRTHDAY CHEE BOSHI HIROSHI .

may our friendship last till eternity and all the best in life !

ps; i miss my mischa barton hair :( .

2008-12-22T01:27:00.004+08:00

money lost .

i lost 15 bucks at work today (sunday) . precious 15 bucks. 10 bucks of it was from my partner who gave me the money to last me for the next few days. im sorry i lose it :/ fcuk that bloody stealer. urggh . and uh thanks wj for lending me 10 bucks for my dinner. but i didnt spend the money . im gonna return it back to him tmr . and ian insisted of transfering me 50 bucks tmr for me to last up to christmas till i get my pay . 50 bucks ? like woah . im gonna give that boy a goooood deserving treat when i get my pay . and repay to all those people who had helped me throughout this financial crisis i had to go through . thanks. i love you all :)

2008-12-21T00:06:00.003+08:00

why do i suddently feel so tired in fit flops?

i shouldnt . coz its the best and the most expensive slippers i've ever worn . but , it paid off. maybe its just me . i managed to sell 12 pairs todays and promote them to many many many people who will come again to buy on isetan private sales come this 26th . which also means that , no late night on the 25th coz i gotta get to work by prolly 8am . and its a full day then .
more commision = more money = more shopping :D .

i wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna get a camerararrararararara so badly okay .
any recommendations? tagg me .

ayeahh . and oh , i was very pleased to see mr ian poh today . he came by my work to have dinner at macs with me before he head off to meet up with his friends. hehe . thank you and sorry to keep you and your hunger pangs waiting for sooooo long baby ! go shopping with me okay ? :D hehe.

im gonna hit the sack now . its the morning shift tmrrr and i've yet to complete my paper work just now. so much to do and calculate lah . good night !

OH ! before i forget .
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TENGKU PUTERI NORAIRNI .
my cousin which i love love loveeee so much . may you succeed in life .

2008-12-20T13:24:00.014+08:00

i can strut , so sue me .

ahhh yes yes . i miss doing runway . i even add a victoria secret runway track on my blog . and i remember doing a mini runway show in isetan store room with my colleagues with their heels for them . how desperate can i be . hahaha . okay not . i just miss doing it. like acting or singing, catwalk helps me to express myself out . it feels god damn good, i tell you. and the last time i did it was like whatt , vaunt ? lol . how lame . it was so long ago .. with so much memories with K . maybe i need to move on with another show to get over with it . lol.

i need a time machine . not to bring me back to the past , but to bring me to my first pay and more pays to come and also march next year . im doing toni and guy grad show where i will be helping karlok out . hehe . he's really good with hair . a potential professional hairdresser :) ! and oh , upfront doesnt really approve my hair :/ haha . i guess i'll just keep my hair long . not gonna cut it or colour it any sooner. lol . i dwelled on abt my hair too much eh ? haha .

anyway . christmas is around the corner. how am i gonna celebrate this festive season ?
mhh . i seriously have no plans . because i seriously have some financial difficulties. which totallly suck btw . you seriously cant do shits without them .and friends have been forking out their money for my meals . i feel terrible i tell you . but i really really appreciate it :) i'll repay your kind deed soon alright? . im attending aaron's bday at his condo in the morning of christmas day and then head to work in the afternoon . no life . no excitement . no love . lol .

ian's having his christmas with his friends , friends , friends , and more friends . he hates chirstmas but love the season . lol. i dont think he's exchanging gifts and all . but he's gonna spend alot on dinner with friends, friends, friends and more friends. busy man . while i need to exchange gifts at work . or again, i'll feel extremely terrible if i dont. and im not gonna celebrate this festive season or even new year with him . i dont really know what we are actually .

mhh.

2008-12-18T18:45:00.016+08:00

ready lovers ?

BEFORE

with farah .

AND NOW .

i got a habit . i like to sit in my comfy red chair in my disgusting blue room (which i'll be painting soon btw) , and take a gazillion self shots of my ownself . so yeah , dont mind me . lol . anw, go on . scroll down and see every side of my hair . but unfortunately , i cant get the back part .

so guess what .
YOU'RE THE THIRD GROUP OF PEOPLE TO SEE MY NEW CRAZY BOB WITH THE COCKROACH FILLERS AT THE SIDE OF MY EARS AND MY JEPUN BANGS.

haha . im going to my agency tomorrow . and surprise them with my new hair . then im hoping to meet up with the girls coz i miss damn so fucking much already . i swear.

and im offf for dinner now .

meanwhile you keep the tags rolling in aite .
good day !

2008-12-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

holla.

11 pm - 1 pm : toni and guy haircut .

1 pm - 2 pm : my slow-mo journey to bedok .

2 pm - 3.30 pm : ian ian ian ian ian :)

3.3o pm - 4.30 pm : us cabbing down to wheelock .

4.30 pm - 7 pm : starbucks at wheelock with constance and adam .

7pm : home . while ian and adam hang out with their friends for beers.

AND YES , I GOT A SHORT CRAZY HAIRSTYLE ANDDD ITS CRAZY . ITS A LIL BIT OF RIHANNA , VICTORIA BECKHAM AND SOME JEPUN LADY YOU CAN THINK OF . CONCAVE ? MHH , MAYBE . DO I LIKE IT ? MHH , MAYBE TOOO .

YOU WANNA SEE?

hehehhehe . stay tune .

2008-12-15T01:43:00.002+08:00

hello babies.

first and foremost , i wanna make a confession .

I MISS MY GIRLFRIENDS REAL BAD AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU GIRLS THIS FRIDAY .

babes, liyanaezzaty is having a new look, again ;)

okay . lol . im so tight up with work that i just had to skip the band reunion bbq this evening . sorry guys. i wished i had been there. but its so leceh for me to get there and to go home from there. and plus , im still waiting for my pay . no cab fare . hahah . so im currently broke .

but but , i met ian at the cathay after work :) for a movieee. nick and norah infinite playlist and it was really goooood . i think he's currently obssessed with one of the song . lol . but thanks for today mister . hehehe.

tired. and that was my previous hair. not the current one. lol.
and im off to bed now . goodnight .

2008-12-14T13:52:00.002+08:00

i heard darling sam when to zoukout last night .

how was it baby ?

2008-12-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

happy 25th birthday sister .

may allah bless you .

its sister's 25th birthday . and its also sister and her husband official day of moving into their new house at jurong west . which also means that for the first time , sister is also leaving us behind in this big old shag we call heaven . the one we've built with so much memories together.

5 family members to 4 . now that sister is moving out , we're down to 3 . why do the numbers have to get smaller in just a decade ? *sign* we're sad to see her leave , especially mum . i came home from work earlier on and saw my mum with swallon eyes. when asked, she asked me to take a look at sister room . and it was empty .. she delivered the furnitures to her new home already . i didnt instantly react because i know that this have to eventually happen one fine day . and the day is today . now that im typing it out , i feeeeeeeel the emptiness already .

to my sister, im sorry for all my mischief i've done towards you for the past 18 years of my life . im sorry for all the attention you gave which i've abused . im sorry for all the heartache i've given . im sorry if i have ever embarrassed you and im sorry if i've not been sucha great sister you expect me to be. but for all you have done for me , i wanna thank you . and i love you .

and im happy for you as long as your happy .

2008-12-13T11:35:00.009+08:00

the question now is .. who can ?

so the initial plan i had yesterday after work was to get home straight and call up dearest ian . have a little chat , blog and get some sleep . but someone from the past popped up and got me really speechless . he came down to work and offered me a ride back home with the intention to explain to me why he left me crumbling down alone the last time . still a lil dissapointed, confused and lost. why now? why now when i wanna move on with ian .

now, s. king has been the ideal malay man i've always wanted to be with . matured, responsible, kind hearted , strong , religious and everything else. someone who could led me through life and always stand by me . someone i can get serious with . someone i've know for 3 years already eversince i stepfoot into the amk library . we've been on and off . but for the first time, he was pretty cold to me the last time . reason being , he needs to be alone for awhile . that was the reason i just got last night . and i dont know if its a little too late already . coz its me and ian now for this chapter of my life . and i kinda like what i have now . he's someone i wanna stick with for now .

anw . i got my hair snipped off again yesterday at toni and guy by the trainer zack . 1 inch shorter and hey , BIG NEWS. im gettting a high end look next week. its gonna be a hardcore bob by trainer roy . he is really really professional :) and yups, i have no idea what crazy things im letting them do to my hair . i've been cutting them 4 times in a month already . haha .

anw, pictures of the the chalet :)

off to full shift now .

and happy zouking out tonight guys !

2008-12-11T16:54:00.005+08:00

hey . im really hoping that someone could just send me pictures of me .

i took pretty much a handful of pictures, but i've yet to received it .

waiting , waiting ..

anw, i went to the chalet last night . it was pretty awesome to reunite with the old lovers from 502 again . some gained weight , some lost them but I ! still look the same. skinny old me . lol whatever. well, it was nice seeing you guys again . and uh sorry fifi , that i unawarely stripped off your bra and took away what was supposed to be your bday gift. mabok kepalang .

lol . so after all the happenings and the restless sleep we had, we classmates left the chalet at 5am . the rest headed home while i met up with ian to spend some time together. ian got himself a melayu name which i found really suitable if he were to convert to a muslim , muhamad iskandar. hehh . im so in love with his brown eyes, deep sexy voice and the fact that his melayu is so melayu . so well balance , sooo my kinda guy . and he's prolly the first guy i know who love hip bones and he loves knocking on mine . but hey , we're still just dating .

and oh, my handphone line got suspended . hopefully till next week after i got my pay to pay for my bills. so call me and dont expect a reply if you text me :)

2008-12-09T22:22:00.004+08:00

im off to my reunion class chalet tmr .

and reunion with my classy cheeena mat after 5 days of no meet ups on the thursday .

hehe . just me and you bebeh .

and goodbye eric . have a save trip back to melbourne. thanks for the friendship we've built. misses.

2008-12-08T23:41:00.006+08:00

SO , HOWS YOUR HARI RAYA HAJI TODAY ?

well, my family had soto daging for breakfast tho . and noone went for the morning prayers coz everybody woke up late . afterwhich i had to rush for my full shift. my partner wasnt able to work coz he had his relatives coming over to his place. so i took over his spot and earned closed to a hundred today . double pay la baby . hoho .

anw , its khalifah and twin 25th birthday today .

so happy birthday dude.

ps: i loveeeeeeeeee my job , the enviroment and the people around me. pictures up sooon .

stay tune .

2008-12-07T11:06:00.005+08:00

lol. i finally allowed myself to go on a date last night .

like finally , eversince khalifah . WITH! a chinese guy i've always had in mind . it was an awesomeeeee date la baby . we walked like 7893264893260 miles where we shared stories, shared subways and caught a movie together . and hooo, BOLT WAS AWESSSSOOOME AND DAMN HILARIOUS . go watch , gooo! haha . im prolly meeting him again this monday after morning shift , on hari raya haji ;p !!!!

lol . i've not been celebrating hari raya haji for 2 years already seh . tsk tsk . nothing could beat my last hari raya haji i had at batam in the village. thats the best and an irreplacable one .

oh yeah , we dropped by fort canning for the ben's and jerry ice cream shits . i heard they were giving free ice cream , but i dun really see any free ice cream . all i see is long looooooong queue ! and its was drizzling and muddy . so we made a u-turn back to marina . buat penat je jalan .

gtg , gotta get to work .

pandai pandai cari aku okay .

hahahahahahahaha.

ps: i'll reply your tags soon .

2008-12-05T12:41:00.009+08:00

lol . and for my entire life, i thought i was damnnn scrawny and it will never ever be an ideal body to have . but thanks , i appreciate those compliments .

well, its never fun when people go around calling you skimboard, skinny girl or anearoxic right ? and ! fyi , im not anearoxic okay . never anearoxic . dude, i can eat as much at shahaireeeen , suhaimi and my brother . lol . i guess its in my gene . my dad was once a skinny skinny man when he was younger .but gone fleshier as years goes by . :D . not that i've not tried putting on weight , coz the more i eat the taller i get !! and the last time i check, i was 173 cm already . -_- . eating is a waste of time for me . but i cant help it . i get hungry all the time !

anw , here's some pictures of sister's wedding i've never got a chance posting .

my glam mum and macho brother .

my godgrandmother and godgrandfather.

margaret and john duncan.

familyyyyku :D

okayy! sikit sikit je . lol . coz i wanna sleeeep . i got the morning shift tmr .

AND OH , HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY BROTHER !

we hope , you would marry herrr ...

coz she's the sweetest thing ever .

good night!

2008-12-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

I GOT A JOB .
thanks dude :D

2008-12-01T23:06:00.008+08:00

hey lovers . i did something extreme todayy . something i've never tried doing before . something im proud of . something matured . something i really like . something red. something mahagony . something of toni and guy . and lots and lots of credits to them :D haha . its not the end of it tho . im still gonna be their demo model and hopefully , maybe , i could be their resedential model . thats what he said . next appointment , 12 dec 2008 .

lol . its crazyyy dude . i used to have long pretty hair which i sayanggg alot . but got sick of it as time goes on . maybe becoz its not as bouncy as meow eh . lol . whatever, its just a boring secondary school hair la . and i didnt wanna perm nor rebond . didnt wanna spoil my fine fine straight hair . haha . so , i finally decided to sacrifise what i love mosttt . get a makeover la . get out from that secondary school look . and make it run wild ! something which took me awhile to get over with . lol . but turns out , it is not as bad as it seems.

i'll upload the picture of the new hair soon . but its gonna change again like in 2 weeks time . haha . i feel like wimin now . keep changing hairstyle . lol .

and dude, heres the overdue pictures of ladies night at zouk last week .

enjoy kay . ehh wait . little reminder , i was very undress for zouk that day because it was a last minute plan . it was supposed to be chilling out at starbucks and go home at 11pm day . haha . but i had a lot of fun nah !

cherre. constance. liyanaezzaty .

free kachang .

sape taknak horr .

cherre. jevon . liyanaezzaty .

*kiss kiss*

jevon : ahh enough la . i've run out of expression already ..

HAHA .

okay . the black hair make me look like a xiao mei mei . haha . thank god , its coloured now .

alright, i need to do a little revision now on a merchandise. i've got an interview tmr . lol . wish me luck . im so damn tired of lazing around alreadyyy!

good night babies.

2008-11-30T16:37:00.013+08:00

i've been out almost everyday since i last blogged and didnt managed to find the time to get onto the comp till now. its my lazy sunday today. lol .

so, where have i been ?

friday .

i had an interview with garuda at the airport that day . and i woke up extremely early to get there on time . but i was a little late . lol. i insisted to get there alone [ thanks ben for offering to acc me ] but i got lost there at the airport . so many terminal .. lol . but the interview went really really well . and i got short listed ! i could have earn big bucks right now if i could commit for the 2 years contract . DANG ! what a waste . and i had to pass it . abe .. tak payah amik diploma ? lol. sister asked me such a rhethorical question to me that day .. ' are you sure you wanna continue your studies? ' . mcm minta kene kentot aje . of course la !

and dude, FJ BENJAMIN didnt call me back . assholes. they assured me that i would definately get a job and told me they would call me by the end of the month . and i even signed this form of agreement with them that day i went for the interview. but they didnt call . screw them . ergh geram !

whatever. so after that interview , i went marina square for lunch with ben, then penisular to get shah's bday gift with the girls and thenn , to east coast for the BBQ .

oh , it was my bestie boy LEGAL BIRTHDAY ! lol .

lucky him . he got a freaking guitar la , tagger bag la , billabong wallet laa. and of course, a great birthday party put up by his very own girlfriend . aww .. do everyone who is in a relationship get a great birthday party or whattt ? lol . i guess so . i never had one but jyeah , i guess so huh . after they opened up their chivas , i was draggggged home by elroy . he made me leave the pit at 11.30pm ?!!!! pffth . i was just about to see more of max la . lol . but nevermindd.

saturday.
i had a film shooting yesterday at somerset . was just helping fai and his crew for their little project . i was playing that little bitch , while fai was playing that poor innocent fooled boyfriend of the girl . wellll, it was pretty awesome coz it was shot by DSLR multiple shots . anddd, there was a few make out scene . lol . i was actually saving those kisses for someone more special and ideal . but unfortunely , the show have to go onn . ey fai , we're just acting okay ! nothing more than that aite . & oh , sam was in the last scene . she came to search for me coz i guess, she was bored at home or something . haha. the shot ended around 7.30pm and we both head to cine, taka and then to lucky plaza where i bumped into darling nizam .and then , off to home .

its maghrib already , and i've yet to shower.
lol . gooood bye .

2008-11-27T16:29:00.007+08:00

hey lovers !
GUESS WHAT .

i've run out of pictures . so no pictures today hor .

i 'll upload pictures of last night soon okay . it is still with cherre . so must wait.

lol. last night was a blast la i tell you . i went to meet my constance lau yesterday . ( and i saw danielle at topshop! ) my initial plan was just to chill out at town and do some catch up . but at about 9pm , constance asked me if i wanna join her with her friends to mimolette. mimolette? sound like some cheese huh . well, it is a type of cheese. lol . okay so um , i took her invitation and went over with her and lincon. i even bought a new heels to enter mimolette la eventhough i was damn undress for the party. lincon drove us there. && the bar was damn isolated la . the road to was really dark, quiet and smelly . smell of horse dung . lol.

.mimolette.

and guess who i saw there ? alep seh . and a few upfront models. little did i know that alep have been bartending there for 2 years already . and he was pretty stunned upon seeing me at such a place. haha . i got a lil high by midnight and we hit the dancefloor for 15 minutes till constance and cherre got bored . but i wasnt as bored, i swear. lol . but eventually, we went over to ZOUK for ladies night .

it was so damn hard to get a freaking taxi at such an ulu place. but lucky us ( me , constance, cherre) managed to get some guy who was driving, to drop us at zouk . lol . saw darling jevon there !! hahaha . comel pe. it was like vaunt reunion like that seh and i stayed throughout the night. heh . whatever, i had a great time . why wouldnt i , so many many many many hot hot chinese guys laaa ! hahahahaha .

i have a fetish on chinese guys, didnt you know . lol <3

2008-11-25T20:03:00.015+08:00

HEY HEY HEY .

i've got the sentosa pictures alreadyy .

but its not in order . there's too much , lazy to arrange .

lol . you guys enjoy okayy .

told you im scrawny . lol .

and i lost my freaking twister at the beach .

(@*(^R&*%$#)&@ !

goodnight to all kings and queens.

2008-11-23T22:56:00.006+08:00

i think hor .. i wait for meow to send me the pictures or something .then i'll blog about the sentosa la . the more pictures, the more merrier. but im not in most of the pictures, becoz im busy taking them . good latter, is picture above . lol. i also dont want you guys to look at my scrawny body , later sore eyes la sey . haha :p !

anywayy , i just got back from dinner with brother daryl at cahaya . and i feel that we had lesser conversation to talk about this time round . zzz. really ! zzz.. haha .and why do i also have to be the one treating him uh ? if i kaya , nevermind you know . my kocek da la koyak and i've yet to start work la. chicken btul . even singaporean boys are more gentleman than european guys . haha . so well done , sporean man ! lol . im not expecting him to treat me la , but at least pay for your own bill or something . but no . so , kinda changed my prespective on european guys for now . well, there's still one last chance for them to change my view on them . hopefully eric hunter will prove me wrong huh, baby . lol .

and boy'o boy . im getting bored waking up everyday alone . i think i need to start dating people, getting to know them and let them know more about me . lol. i have not been dating since khalifah era which was last june ? jyeah . macam lamer gitu eh ? hahaha . padahal tak . i just wanna love and be loved again . i wanna pamper people and be pampered. i wanna quarrelled and be quarrelled [?!] uhh , paham paham je la .

im always hearing people's stories . now its time , they listen to mine ! eventhough macam merepek gitu . bcoz i never last in a relationship . hahaa. itu semuekan zaman kental . now , im 18 . things are different now . but hor, i still feel kental la coz im not allowed to go to zouk out la kann .

NOT ALLOWED LA .. by my brother. pffth .

ohh . i just need and want a companion . a good one .

a damn good one . WHO! will like me even with my short hair .

xoxo.

2008-11-22T23:27:00.008+08:00

liyanaezzaty hangus already and i look like a freaking red lobster .

but i like my bikini tan lines .. i never got them before you know :p ! lol .

heh . thanks my friends. thanks for making today happen . i love you all <3

and um , pictures will be up as soon as meow and sam send it to me .

TAG REPLIES :

rushda : yes baby rushda . we'll meet up sooon . imy !

hamzah: thanks ey hamzah !

hanisah: lol . takpe takpe. i still accept them . thanks dear !

shakinah: eh ? heeh . thanks shasha.

inia: yeps. toni and guy . colour pun toni and guy . lol .

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !

deeyana: walaupun jauh di mata, dekat di hati .. heheh . im gonna miss you too dee. and you know, you're very TALENTED LA ! envy kay :p !

keep the tagboard rolling dude.

goodnight lover.

2008-11-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

SUPP .

soo .. im no longer that liyanaezzaty with the long boring 'o hair . im now the liyanaezzaty with the short banging hair . okay ? but that does not mean its gonna be a different me . its just me with a new look after 3 years of the exact same look . getting bored la . need a change ! but its not done yet . im having it coloured next weeeek . then , i'll update you guys again .

suke tak suke , kau punye pasal . coz i like it :P !

haha . okay . so i didnt really go out to celebrate my birthday yet . coz unlucky me , got sick on my birthday . pfffth . my voice was like a rockstar . and it was not hang over again okay , nadd . lol .only went out for dinner with family . but its okay la coz 22nd is looming around the corner ! and me and my babies are heading to sentosa to get ourself wet !! lol .

i voluntarily organised this outing a month ago to ensure that its gonna be a goood month for me incase it fails to please me . i dont have a boyfriend or anyone special to surprise me . so if i wanna be happy , i have to do something that would make me feel satisfied . and one of which , is to have a damn gooood jolly o'time with my wonderful friends. just me and my ~~boyfriend~~ friends <3

and oh , once again .
THANKS FOR ALL THE LEGAL BIRTHDAY
WISHES FROM YOU GUYS . xoxo !

2008-11-19T01:23:00.011+08:00

EIGHTEEN ON THE NINETEEN.
happy legal birthday to me . lol.

OKAY , I CRASHED DEYI'S PROM LAST NIGHT . I REALLY DID ! EVENTHOUGH I GOT CHASED OUT A COUPLE OF TIMES . AHAA.
busted punye former prom queen . lol.

but , i had fun . and i hope you guys did too ! well, you guys should uh .prom this year was definately way way way better than last year . especially the dancefloor ! haha . and lol, do you know what i was wearing then ? sundress and my nike slippers la sia . damn unglam i tell you ;p ! embarrased? not really .. coz they paid more attention on my new hair ^0^ .

we went to palawan beach soon after that to chill around for the night . and i was such in a big mess ! omg . here , there , everywhere. walking unsteadily in circles , trying to find a good spot for my bum. i think almost everyone there was either drunk or tipsy . and i guess i was just tipsy then . lol .

well, thanks to those who kept a look out for me . thanks shital . thanks afifi. thanks james. and yeah , not to forget , thanks hiroshi for tapping me to sleep halfway then paitao-ed me to sleep with another girl ! HMFFFH . i was god darn tired, tipsy and needed some sleep la . but couldnt go back to sleep eversince then till i got back home at 8 am. but nvm la .

and this evening, i went to gelare at causeway with nadd and sam ! .. to enjoy half priced waffles. sam was saying that the girls hardly go to cafes and have desserts together like today. its always town , starbucks and cahaya. i totally agreed. we should practise having more variety of food together sooon :D

and i wanna get a camera soooon . blog is certainly a bore without pictures rightt ? haha. i know . soon la huh . haaa. money are hard to get these days . especially when there is a freaking recession ! eeee.

& oh , thanks for all the birthday wishes people ! appreciated it very very much ! ily . ily !

ps ; im having the time of my life right now.

time check:

2.47am , 19 nov .

2008-11-16T23:18:00.006+08:00

supp peeps.

im blogging here from the chalet . lol .using jia nan's china talking laptop .and you know , i did manage to enter the wild wild wet . HAHAHAHAHAHA. well, it was pretty awesome for a first-timer like me uh. had all the crazy rides with the classmates. pretty awesomeeee laa. lol.

abe got this one very cute malay guy who was working there , watching over the lockers. farhan. lol, we kept exchanging glances and smiles each time i had to pass by the locker . and i think it was pretty much the first time i smiled at a male stranger after so long already la.really ! anddd, he looks like hairul . hahhaaha . ;p .

what else uhh ..oh ! just a few hours ago, my classmates surprised me with my first 18th birthday cakee! so sweet . im very touched by it la walaupun i just knew them for 9 months . and and , im their first non-chinese classmates for the last 3 years of their education in deyi you know. thank god, they do not see me differently and outcasted me or something . and thank god too, im able to click with just about anyone in the worrrrld !! hahaha .

and oh , about the prom , im not going already la . i cant make it on time with something presentable uh . buat malu je . haha . but im still going sentosa tmr night . meeting hiroshi at 8pm at harbour front . WE WILL CRASH THE PROOOOMMM !! or.. at least try to crash the prom . haha.

lol. im catching the sunrise tmr morning with freddy . then grab a good breakfast and rush down to bugis for my new hair do !! i repeat , NEW HAIR DOOOO . i have no idea how short its gonna be, but hopefully not very short la huh . lol.

okay ! gtg now. the internet connection is killing me !
keep on tagging me ..
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY INIA !!!

xoxo.

2008-11-15T00:10:00.010+08:00

as i was telling eric hunter tan , this is natural me .

and gee, he is very very very annoying .

but i kinda like him .. i mean talking to him. lol .

he is very becok you know .

okayye. im going for a class chalet tomorrow. its 3 days 2 night . but i decided to thon at sentosa on the 2nd night with my other friends after their prom ends [they're having prom at sentosa you know . lol . cool ! ] ah ya . and i was about to stick with that plan until loo texted me and told me about her prom ticket she is giving away coz she had to work . i grabbed it . prom? at SENTOSA?? .. who dont want sehh!! lol .thanks diyana loo !

but i have a problemmm.

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO FIND A PROM EUTHOPIA OUTFIT IN A DAY!

a day which i will spend on at the chalet ??!

so .. lol . i wont be princess-sy that day . you'll be surprise to see what the former prom queen will be wearing that night. hahahahahaha. okay ? okay . prom is on the monday right ? ya .

kecoh . kecoh kecoh monday for me seh .

wanna know why ?

coz that toni and guy man niny hooked me up with MIGHT be doing my hair that very monday morning . siaaaaa. but my classmates already planned to go WILD WILD WET that day . i wanna go wild wild wet . i also do wanna make my hair and ALSO GO FOR PROM IN MY UNGLAM OUTFIT !

if only i could split myself into 3 ...

* SCREAMMMMM*

&& i alrdy paid $36 for the chalet , including the entry fee for the wild wild wet . now, i cant even get in . &)#@%RE@#&$_!*#$+&$^*) !!

so much to do , so little time .

xoxo.

2008-11-14T00:55:00.005+08:00

today, i feel good .

why .

1. I GOT A JOB WITH FJ BENJAMIN ! lol .

just waiting for their call for my first day and my location .

GAP , please.

2. I GOT A SMALL SOUVENIR FROM COTTON ON . HAHA.

lol. shuddup.

3. SAM GONNA GET ME THAT STRIP STRIP SHORTS FROM COTTON ON THAT I'VE LONG AWAITED FOR !

birthday gift birthday gift ^0^

4. FINALLY MET HAIRUL ANUAR FOR DINNER AND SOMEONE'S BDAY CELEBRATION.

hahahahahahahahahahaha.

5. DECIDED NOT TO GO FIFI'S CHALET . BUT TO ZOUK OUT !

got cheaper ticket laaa. lol .

6. I'LL HAVE MISCHA BURTON HAIR COLOUR SOON .

nice la. i want i want ! beside, she's my twin . lol .

7. AND ALSO DECIDED TO STICK WITH SINGLE-SHIP FOR NOW.

still can survive . haha. okayyyyy .

AND FINALLY , YOU PLEASE UH !

tagg me before you leave .

lol .

xoxo.